Thursday, March 12, 2009

Aku mintak maaf.

mintak maaf sangat2 sebab lama tak update.
time sakit2 ni mood pun takde nak wat entry baru.
otak pun tgh bercelaru.
mintak maaf ye kawan2.
nothing much to say.
just you guys take care yea.
i got sum bad news for you guys out there.
but ill post about it later2 lah..

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Kau xperlu tahu.

in this week.
i learned something.
"something is better left as they were, we dont need to know or change it"
my friends and i discovered this one stuff.
its like tarot prediction something2.
it really tells you what really happen present and the past.
and its super accurate.
at first i cant believe it either.
but when i saw it with my own eyes,its shocked me alot.
yes, alot!
you can ask what your wearing at the moment and "it" will answer it precisely.
god!how can these "things" know?
"they"also know whats your deepest secret.
who you admire, 
whats in your pocket,
what your doing in the toilet etc.
the answer is super accurate.
"it" also communicates with you.
gila i tell you..
at first i find it cool jugak bende ne.
when i think about it again,
what if this stuff is used by the wrong hands.
even bestfriends pun boleh gadoh taw.
so to me biarlah bende tu tidak diketahui orang.
as i said earlier somethings better left unknown.
dont ask.
dont change.
just let it be.


cant wait for this thursday..!
miss my bestfriend woo..
you guys just wait okay.?
ehe.. we go..


fikiran ku bercelaru.

melukai atau dilukai?
satu ketakutan yang telah lama tertanam dalam diri ini.
satu fobia yang masih belum dapat ku lemparkan keluar jauh dariku.

mana satu perlu aku ikut?
si hati kata ya.
si otak kata tidak.
si roh kata ya.
si badan kata tidak.

tapi apa sebenarnya yang aku iyakan dan tidakkan ini?
aku sendiri tidak pasti.
apa kata kita cuba.
tidak salahkan?
tapi takut pula akan melukai.
ada saja yang aku fikirkan ini.

si kawan kata masa sudah sampai.
betul katanya.
makin hari makin berusia.
tiada siapa juga yang punya.

terlalu selektif?
aku rasa tidak pun.
aku hanya perlu masa.
sanggupkah kau tunggu?
ramai yang tidak sanggup menunggunya.
menongkat dagu lagi aku.

tapi tidak mengapa.
aku tahu.
ya, aku tahu.
masa akan memberi jawapannya.
jadi, beri aku masa.

**wala!!!!haa..2nd shot!do comment!

Saturday, February 14, 2009


title je bunyi menggelipai..
xde ape pn sebenarnye..

these few days filled me with laughs..
non stop..
long time didnt laugh this hard..
really miss the old times..

it was thursday night..
my ex MIAT friends ajak lepak at Bondi.
(Bondi is an indonesian cuisine restaurant located at nilai)
pekene nasi ayam penyet..
the food sound weird there..
tapi i tell you skali you rasa musti maw lagi.
the sambal is super owning.,
at the beginning its abit awkward la kan since dah lame x jumpe.
then miraj and aya came up with an idea.
pegi lepak shisha at rasta taman tun.
then pakat2 sume and we off!
reached there we contacted abot which is one of my bestie at MIAT.
he asked us to pick him up..
punye la malas die..kete dah ade..
damn kau abot...ahaha..
forgot to tell you that on our way to taman tun kitorang singing out loud dalam kereta..
kecoh gila smpai miraj yang drive kereta tu tensi tahap dewa..
ahaha..its all because of bulat aka huda yang amat ceria.
memang funny la all the way tu..
then after fetching abot we all terus head straight to rasta.
gila betul that night!so many damn hot fucking chicks..
berdarah jugak idung neh..ahaha..
common la kan guys..
guys mmg suke tengok perempuan..;)
tapi xde niat lebih pun.
just tengok2 je.
okay back to story..
sambil shisha tu terasa busan pulak.
i ajak diorg maen game.
maen sambung ayat which alep, scha and i maen mase af audition tu.
gile fun..siap buat in english lagi..
but when it changed to english sume words kan bunyi lucah je..
daymn diorg..
I( abot)
pastu banyak la kelucahan yang terkeluar dari mulut.
then abit bored playing that game kitorang decide nak maen teka name negeri.
aku owning gila!sebab aku amat terer in geography.
lepas tu maen teke name buah and sayur pulak..susah gile..
damn aku kalah..
then we changed to truth or dare..
ntah idea sape ntah...
abes malam tu sume reveal.
nak dare x berani pulak.
miraj and abot je yang berani dare..
abot kene kiss tiang kedai rasta tu..
miraj pulak kene makan pokok palm..
dah la ramai gile orang...
selambe je makan...
memang nak pecah perut la gelak that night..
thanks alot la huda, aya, miraj, abot..
seriously its been a long time i didnt laughed that hard.
chilled until 4 am and we all head back to nilai.

friday came.
so damn boring la that day.
gile gile boring.
most of the day i spend my day time sleeping..
fyi saye amat kuat tito!
that evening lepak at our car porch playing my baby scarlett.
(my guitar)
dapat buat lagi satu instrumental song. getting better day by day.
that night i had my dinner with alep and his wife..
also joining Scha and moja.
I'm having nasi goreng USA that night..moja also..
whereas scha ordered mee hailam..
burrrppp!shedap gile i tell you..
you guys shud go there and makan.
haa forgot one thing!
Scha kau comel bangat malam itu!.
ikhlas puji neh!ahaha.
i feel like my stomach is going to explode tengok alep meloyar buruk ngn bininye.
ahahha..serious should go for raja lawak next year.
laughs again..
after dinner i head for assalam because farhan is waiting for me there..
baru je duduk then came geng gagak hitam(my old geng)
Amin, Topek kecik, Aluth, Iwan Jambu..
Kalau ada amin confirm2 lawak je..
pecah perut uiyyy aminnn!!
tutt tuuttt..
ada msg..
wanie texted me..
"wer u guys kitorg kt asalam inti"
tuka la meja pindah tempat diorang.
layan shisha lagi.
maen the same game..
but ada satu game baru..
this game is damn fucking fun.
the rule is no cursing a.k.a mencarut.
haa..nak explain how the game works pun susah jugak..
kalau nak taw silalah tanye saye ye..
i'm too lazy to type..
entry ne pun sulah manyak panjang.
okay..back again..
Mary a.k.a keretapi cakap dia busan..
die nak jalan2 katanya.
so we'all decided to go to murni..
murni ss2 pj.
itupun sebab muaz and his gf nak sangat merasa 'lily' and 'i love u' kt murni tu..
lepak tu maen lagi game...
adehhh gelak lagi...
penat woo gelak neh..
to make things short the night ended at 6 am..
kitorang smpai je kt rumah terus menyelimutkan diri..
until12 tadi..
6 hours je tito..gila ah..
slalunye kalau i fell asleep at 6 petang baru bangun.
tu je la nak story..
xde la best pun..
i just feel like typing something today..
musti korang rase boring kan..

thats all i guess.
to all of you who laughed hard with me i would like to say thanks.
lotsa thanks guys.
i love you all..
seriously its been awhile i havent laughed this much.
thanks again my friends!

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I've been tagged...What??Kawen??

1. How old are you?
--> I'm now 22..22??OMG!

2.Are you single?
--> Cant say now..

3.At what age do you think you'll get married?
--> Not sure.Havent think about it yet.

4.Do you think you'll marrying the person you are with now?
--> Who?

5.If not, who do you want to marry?
-->Scarlett Johansonn.can aa?

6.Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
--> Kipas auto.Coz duwan merajuk2 later on if I didnt choose them.Fair enough kan?

7.Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
--> BEACH!wahaha..If I have the money.^^!!

8.Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
--> Switzerland.Wanted to go there since i was a little boy.I dont even know why.Maybe bcoz of the name?lols

9.How many guests do you think you'll invite?
--> Family and close friends.

10.Will that include your exes?
--> Do they?

11.How many layers of cake do you want?
--> Just nice and not to many.I'm afraid that i cant reach the top layer to potong the cake.

12.When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
--> When the sun set at the evening..Oi solat maghrib camne???

13.Name the song/tune you'd like to plat at your wedding
--> Until the end of time - Innuendo..I will sing it for my bride on that day.

14.Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?
--> Thats depends on my guests i think. But definately i will prepare spoon and fork.So proper la kan?

15.Champagne or red wine?
--> Yang Halal diminum.Ape kejadahnye soalan ini.

16.Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
--> Right after.Cant wait for the first night.;p

17.Money or household items?
--> Hurmnn..

18.How many kids would you like to have?
--> Depends on my wife.To me 2 is enough a boy and a girl.

19.Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
--> Sure la..Precious moment tu..

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next
--> All of my friends.Malas nk sebut siapa.

*Bow Bow*

Alep and I would like to say thanks to everyone who helped us during ICEPS event..
Lotsa lotsa thanks to Muaz and Gma for the car and jambus..lols..
Thanks to Elmi yang xabes2 menyokong kitorang eventho die kt penang..
Thanks mie..Kami rindu kau..and your camera..;p
Thanks to Scha who helped us alot at our booth..
You really cheered us up back there..
Thanks to Asrol  for taking care of the booth when alep and i wasn't there to took care things out.
Bleh jugak kau cakap kan last2?
It wasn't hard kan asol?
Ahhaha...I know you can handle things at the booth..
Thanks to my graffiti crew for giving a demo all about graffiti art..
Kasik bukak sikit mata diorang neh.
Also a big thanks to Miraj, Nadjmee, Lihin, Biko And lupe plak namenye kerana sudi memeriahkan booth..
To Apit and Topek kecik also for coming..
Thanks guys for supporting..
Lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa thanks..
You guys define what good friends means.
Thank A Lot!

Once again thanks to Scha
for accompanying Alep and I at the AF auditions..
Although it doesnt turn out well..
Thanks for the drinks, the food and the moral support..
We appreciate it alot..
And we would never forget it..
Thanks Scha..
You just know us in a week..
But we dont really know why you insisted on following us to the audition..
Best kan lepak ngn kitorang?Ahahah..


Kami dengan rasa rendah diri meminta maaf jikalau tersalah cakap ke hape ke kan..
Hope korang maafkan kitorang..
People make mistakes kan?
Elmi sorry sebab tipu kau..
Saje je rindu kat kau..
Seyza pun..Sorry sebab bahan kau..muahahah!
Xpe asal kau bahagia..:p
Scha..Alep and I troubled you alot..
Kene duduk kt panas, beli air, pegang barang, tido kt surau, tunggu sampai malam, siap kene tipu lagi kan pastu belanje makan lagi..Haih.
Sorry sangat2 eh..

Alep and Shy.


Haa..sorry la guys for the late entry..
si alep nihaa xabes2 pakai aku xde chance langsung nk buat..
dari semalam die je..
haih..aku pn nk post jugak..
pikirla member laen jugak kan..
sampai ilang mood nak buat smlm..
but its okay..:)
Adoihh..tataw pulak nk ckp pe..
Idea semalam abes ilang ditelan keboringan menunggu alep menaip 8 ratos entrynya..
I got so many fucking ideas lastnite...

Aite then..i tell u guys about what happened to me last week.
Last week i met Scha..which is my new friend and latest member of BULAN.
She's outgoing, funny and kadang2 tu sengal jugak..ding!
Aha and one more thing..die suke senyum sorang2..
Ahaha..ntah apenye yang die senyumkan..
Okay back to story..
She offered us a booth at her U's event called ICEPS if i'm not mistaken.
And i dont fucking know what ICEPS mean..
Dont ask..
Then we'all agreed la kan since baju2 bulan lama sudah tersimpan..
Bla bla bla..(no mood to type byk2)
Tup tup its thursday..Ah forgot to tell you that the event was held for 4 days.
Thursday till Sunday..So Alep and i opened the booth..
So damn boring that day..
No people or whatsoever..
and that day we only got one buyer..
And the lucky buyer is scha..
The day went on with only one sold.

Then came friday..
I was hoping that things get better that day..
And it was!
Yeay!My graff crew bought 2 plus some USIM students bought 5..
And that includes scha..her 2nd BULAN shirt..
Abit bored but still better than thursday..
Coz that day not only alep and i whos taking care of the booth..
We got muaz, her gf gma and also accompanying us alep's wife naima whois "expecting" this April..
That day our booth filled with laugh..
This one customer..
I dunno where the heck he came from..

"bro, 25 je bro..kain baek punya neh", Alep said.

"ermnn baju untuk gaza ade x?",he replied as he walks out from the booth..laughing..

what the fuck..
perli ke hapa?
ingat bagus sangat ke kau tu?
if your so into saving gaza why dont you go there and help them?
cakap aja xguna bro..
kau still hisap dunhill..
Kau still minum coke..
Kau still makan McD..
Baju gaza kunun..
Nak je sound tepek..
Tapi customer kan..
So xbleh..Grrrr!
I hate this hypocrites..
Better go die la..
Hangin betul aku.
Dah la kau buta seni!
Kau ingat kau cool la cakap camtu..?
Kau ingat kau lagi bagus ke cakap camtu?
Kau ingat kau dapat la tolong people at gaza there by just saying that?
Hell no la dude!
At least kitorang xhipokrit cam kau.
People looked at our booth like,

"ni booth budak2 jahat neh."

"ni booth budak2 sosial neh."

Sosial pale hongges nenek kau!
Izit wrong if we pasang and listen to indie music?
Izit wrong if our designs is into music?
Kolot sungguh pemikiran korang.
Please la weh..buang la your negative perceptions about us.
Kalau music rock sket je trus you guys label kitorang sosial..
Abes kau layan rock jiwang tangkap leleh bleh plak..?
Kau dengar lagu mat saleh x salah pulak?
Lagi satu kebodohan manusia..
Dont ever! i mean ever!i really mean it ever! judge us by our looks and what we listen to.
Haih paneh btul ati aku kt hipokrit2 neh..
Alep and Scha also mentioned this in thier entry..

Okay..Dah dah..cukup..
Now its all about saturday..
Saturday went on smooth..
Although just one been bought..
Aha..and that day geng2 anggerik sume balek dari kolej diorang..
So memang ramai la kan..
Forgot to tell you yang that day also scha dared me to buat fish spa..
Unfortunately die xde when i was doing that coz shes to shy nk lepak..
Ramai kt booth dia xkenal..Lols..Sian..
Then after closing we decided to go As-Salam for a drink.
Tengah minum2 tu Amin dtg with my other friends Alut, Apit, Iwan, and Topek kecik.
Meriah btul malam tu..
Forgot to tell you that I got AF audition the next day.
Haa..That saturday nite alep insisted to ask scha to follow us to the audition..
Disebabkan aku malas taip sekarang neh..
She wrote very detail about what happened and not happened
that day..
To me is was a great experience..:)

I think thats all for now..
Haih..xsabar btul la nk pegi penang!!!
Elmi, seyza kau tunggu aku kt sana!
See yah!

***i will upload pics about last week on and about..
since the camera is in nadjmee's car..
and die dah pun balik Unisel.. just wait okay?;)

Monday, February 9, 2009

Ahaha..Padan Muke Kau!

So damn tired gile vavey last week!
Audition AF..
penat la senang cite..
Skg still tgh penat ne.
So maybe 2moro ill post everything about last week kay.
See yah!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Bau kentut sapa neh?!







mereka yang begitu istimewa..
terlalu istimewa buat diriku..
terngiang di fikiranku akan mereka..
Sihat kah mereka?
Bagaimana keadaan mereka?
Bila nak balik?

Dikala ku termenung seorang ketika ini,
teringat aku akan detik2 manis yang kita ukir bersama.
detik2 yang kita ukir dengan kegembiraan, kesedihan, kemarahan.
Tidak kira bagaimana susahnya keadaan kita,
Tidak pula pernah terputus hubungan kita.

Walaupun jauh,
Tidak pernah sesaat pun diriku terlupa akan mereka.
Tidak akan sekali kulupa.
Mereka yang bernama sahabatku..

**rindu sial kt korang sume!

Woi!!!Saket la bodoh!!

blop blop!
i know its been quite a while x update my blog neh.
been too busy..
sorry yea..

nk story sket la pasal what happened last week..
so many things happened..
to me last week was the greatest week i ever had.

first of all began pada hari rabu~
i, for the first time ever.
i finally jejak kuantan!!
yeah yeah..i never been there..
so what..?lols
trip to kuantan tu actually my friend la ajak.
nk pickup his gf katenye.
4 am gerak from nilai.
haa..smpai around 10 cmtu sbb kitrg stop kt rompin for bkfst and pictures..
ahah..smpai kuantan trus pegi lepak teluk cempedak..
omg..theres nothing better then morning breeze at the beach..
gile babeng besst!..
pastu pusing2 kuantan..pickup my friend's gf then chaloo beteh..
i drove back to kl..
gotta tell u..
neither one of us dlm kete tu ada lesen..
sume xde lesen..muahahah!
dlm pukul 5 smpai lah ke kl...
penat sgt drive..
tp x abes kt situ je.. para please.

as soon i got home i trus pegi jumpe elmi..
coz on that day i was suppose to shoot cmni cap eh nilai..
then pegi la shoot..
kt atas tangki air kt on of the taman here..
view atas tu mmg menarek!
satu nilai nmpk wooo...
gila ah..
pnat xhilang lagi neh..
tp sbb syg sgt kt kwn2ku ku gagahkan jua...
and it still doesnt end there para!

that nite elmi bwk pegi dinner...
kt kdai kak fynn!.
ahaha..trus shoot cmni cap eh!..
siap dpt maen gitar smbil kak fynn berpuisi lagi tu...
kena maki suday ngn kak fynn...
oppp!!maki kak fynn tu maknenye die suke okay..haa..
die puisi smpai nanges tu..
torbaek la kak fynn!
your my inspiration!
ahahah..jgn jeles!mekaseh kak fynn!...
then pas shoot tu kitrg lepak lagi..
borak ngn kak fynn sume..
tetibe kak fynn ckp die need a guitarist for layar tanchap...
segan jugak nk offer diri kan..yela..bukannye terel pn..
tp peluang cmni doesnt come twice kan..
so i offered myself..gile ah!! maen for fynn jamal tu!!!!!
its my dream tu nk backup guitar for fynn jamal!
so kire that nite i came back home penuh dgn senyuman..

so that morning which is thursday i practice2 guitar instrumentals..
tgh petik2 tu..dtg ilham..
dgn banggenye aku telah mencipta sbuah instrumental song yang amat sedap bunyinye..
gile vavey aku neh! super sedap la aku compose..
macam eric johnson la plak aku terasa.
(eric johnson is one of the greatest acoustic guitar player ever)
mlm tu lepak ngn my friends..
tgh lepak2 elmi decide nk buat short story for rantai..
everything goes well..
everyone gave ideas sume..
and sume pn agree..
tp ada satu prob..
xde female actor aka actress..
almaklumlah kawan2..
kami ne lepak sume laki je.
seriously we lack of kawan perempuan..
then mlm tu pegi la scouting kt assalam nilai tu haa..
ternampak la kan dua gadis sedang menghisap shisha..
dah nampak dah target..
tp ada satu prob lagi..
sorg pn xde telo nk tego..
so kitrg lat sape nk pegi..
taw x sape yang kene?
and alep same...
then dgn tebal muke ne pegi la menegur..
alhamdulillah they responded well..
bertukar phone number..
sume pun happy sbb dah ada pelakon perempuan.
the deal is sealed la kire neh..
then balik rumah tiduran...
next para...

taw x hari ape hari neh?i said to myself...
its dday..
hari layar tanchap..
omg ..gile nervous aku..
then aku pn practice2 smpailah petang...
time nk gerak je aku tekejut.
wah ramai neh..
sebab the two girls yg we scouted mlm tu pn ada..
4 kereta weh pegi.. ming yang dari jb pn ada..
gile ah..
best best!.. sume nk tgk kak fynn berpuitis.
smpai2 je kt galeri shah alam tu.. terdengar la suare sedap gile org nyanyi..
aku ingat pot amir..skali tgk alvin infinatez..gile ah..
shai ex infinatez pn ada..
fauzan ex hearts of men pn ada..
terbaek aku mmg minat nyanyi..
pastu duduk chill tgk performance and paparan short muvee..
tgh lepak2 tu elmi bagitawu..
kak fynn dah smpai... !
woohhh!..sweat satu badan aku..
kak fynn pn panggil la turun nk soundcheck..
i was introduced to another guitarist..zul..
tgh jam2 tu..dtg this one guy mcm kenal..
omg..otam beb!gile vavey...
kak fynn nk dia backup kak fynn skali..
wtf man..aku dpt perform alongside kak fynn and otam tu!
nothing is better than that.
lepas jam tu..
we waited for our turn to perform..
tgh tunggu tu..
ada this one guy approached me..
lawa guitar..dia ckp..
laa...u know who yang dtg tu..?
it was alvin infinatez.. !
gila gila!!!!!!
apa lagi aku trus bantai speaking bahasa kmpungku bersama dia..
fyi aku and alvin berasal dari sabah.
aramai iti!!!
lagiun dah lama x ckp sabah..
dpt no contact alvin..
since aku pn ada acapella band kan..
mane taw nnt bleh jamm skali...
pastu turn kak fynn pun smpai..
gile ramai fans kak fynn...
then kak fynn pn perform..
gile feel die freestyle puisi tu..
everything goes well..
impianku tercapai...
perform bersama kak fynn!..
aku turun nk amek pic ngn kak fynn..
tp x dpt nk lepak lama la ngn dia..
sbb die kene chow balik nilai terus...
tai xpe...atleast dpt perform okay la tu..
mcm xbleh lepak kt kdai kak fynn plak kan..:p
abes perform aku trus shoot ke taman tun..
band aku practice mlm tu..
band mmberku yang lama xhadirkan diri ada...
name die Lah!mmg best kau lah!rindu gila falsetto kau...
torbaek!coz sebelum ne Lah asek xde je..
so mlm tu everything is perfect..
harmony and melody kitrg sume tight..
balik dengan senyuman...
next para...!

the next morning bangun...its saturday.
elmi dtg...
nk shoot movee katanya...
pegi la shooting..
mmg best gila that day..
mcm pelakon btul dah..
and that day kitrg pn make friends ngn two pelakon perempuan tu..
diorg mmg gila...
best shoot ngn diorg...
smooth je...
byknye nk story..
malam tu lepas shoot lepak kt kedai kedai kak fynn..
kak fynn ckp thnx sbb sudi perform...
xde hal la kak fynn..!
pastu mlm tu..
i officially declare the two girls yang join shoot tu as makhluk bulan!
name diorg..
sorg ne dipanggil seza..asal melaka..
the other one verina..asal sarawak..
finally ada jugak girls in bulan family...
they both ckp best gila lepak ngn kitrg..
kitrg mmg best pn seza uiyy...

pastu keesokkan harinya..sunday bebeh.
i got sumthing to do at kl..
xbleh story...
secret secret!,..ahahaha...
tp yang aku taw..aku balik dari kl tu dgn hati yang gumbira!
balik je trus lepak ngn makhluk bulan...
seza plak bwk 4 lagi kwn baru..yeahhh!!
mekaseh seza...meramaikan makhluk bulan...
namenye2 ialah KZ,Saidi,Mary,Wani..
sorry la klu salah..ehehe..
tgh lepak2 tu..rase busan plak...
kitrg decide nk pegi cari hantu!
sume pn agree pegi..
xbleh blah..siap shoot cmni cap eh seekers lagi..
dipendekkan cerita..
kt banglo tu mcm2 la aku nmpk..
fyi aku ne mmg snang sgt2 nmpk bende2 mcm ne.
passtu ada la 2 3 org lagi nmpk..
siap ada terecord dlm video lagi..
nnt elmi akan upload..dun worry...
siap kene kacau lagi tu dlm kereta otw balik..
sian elmi...
dah la penakot...
then abes tu pegi lepak kt kedai sblah thai...
cerita ape yang kitrg nmpk kt banglo tu..
pas minum lepak kt tepi corner sblah thai...
ice breaking ngn kawan2 baru...
ahahah...nyanyi2 sume..
borak2..banyak lagi lah...

haa...tu je la yang aku nk cerita...
nak type in english pn dah malas dah...
minggu yang amat best gile vavey..
pegi kuantan.
perform ngn fynn jamal.
maen gitar ngn otam.
lepak ngn alvin infinatez.
jamm bersama band kesygan ku.
dapat cipta instrumental song.
lepak atas tangki tgk view nilai.
"hal" yg kt kl tu.
photoshoot bulan.
shooting short movie.
kawan baru.
gila gila gila!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all in a week's work.
best btol lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chalo beteh!

*below are some pictures of last weeks events.

ne mase photoshoot bulan.torbaek la angle kau mie!

haa..di atas tangki air..background tu nilai..

elmi si gayat..ahahaha..aku lek je turun...siap leh pose lagi.

the sun sets at nilai..spectacular!

berpuitis bersama kak fynn..kt depan kedai die je neh..rilek saje.

lepas shoot cmni cap eh..melompat bersama kak fynn plak..

performasi bersama kak fynn dilayar tanchap aka AKAR..saye kt blakang kak fynn tu.

tgk la sape maen gitar ngn aku skali...otam beb..haa...

gila gilaan selepas performasi kak fynn!

kami semasa normal..lepas AKAR neh.

** lah antara pictures2 yang aku sempat upload..actually theres a lot lagi..
but xsempat..aka kemalasan..ahaha...if you guys need more..go to elmi's facebook..
nk buat link pn malas gile..
so to you guys yang together with me last week..i say thanx..thanx alot guys..
love you guys till death!..
thats all for now..have a nice day!

p/s..mie sian kau mie..xbyk pictures kau..haih...

Saturday, January 24, 2009





Aku tertanya-tanya.
Dimanakah dia?
Dimanakah dia yang dicipta untukku?
Sudah lama penantian ini.
Seperti tiada penghujungnya.
Dia masih tidak kelihatan.


Menanti sesuatu yang tidak pasti.
Sesuatu yang tidak jelas.
Kabur pandanganku.
Adakah dia wujud?
Atau mungkinkah dia menungguku?
Kalaupun begitu.
Dimana harus ku memulakan langkahku?



Persetankan semua persoalan itu.
Kerna ku tahu.
Ku tahu jauh disudut hatiku,
Ku yakin,
Suatu hari nanti,
Suatu masa nanti
Kita akan bersua.

Kepada kau yang masih belum ku jumpa.
Aku masih menunggu.
Menanti saat bahagia.
Menanti detik bersamamu
Wahai pemegang kunci hatiku.

My first attempt..
Do comment.:)

Thursday, January 22, 2009

The one that got away

I remember those eyes
A beauty one can see
Girl I can't get over
The smile you gave to me

I couldn't believe i had the nerve to say hello
I wasn't expecting no reply
I was so suprised when you just smiled and talked to me
It's nice to know that i'll be seeing you again

It feels so good(so good inside)
It feels so right(so good inside)
I just can't hide
Feelin'g inside, be mine tonight

Now we took time to learn each other
For some time now I see (girl you are for me)
I knew you were the right one for me
So stay with me forever and you'll see
Girl I never thought I'd ever feel this way
(I love you baby)
It's something that i've never felt before
(you know that you drive me crazy)
You'll never know how much this soul belongs to you
It gets much stronger each and every single day

Baby please dont go
I gotta let you know
How i love you so
I wanna take it slow

Damn lame la aku ne..Ahaha..
Btw this song is entitled - It feels so good from Innuendo self-titled album.
Classic one huh?ahaha..

Yea..this song reminds me how i first met her..
Her..which was mine long time ago.
Seiously i still remember,
The look in her eyes, the way her hair flows..
The way she moves, she talks, her smile...
Definitely the girl of my dreams!
Shes perfect in every single way.
Natural beauty..
Simple yet mesmerizing..
Not that sexy..
She doesn't need to expose her assets..
Her eyes is enough to melt you down..
Daymn!I gotta tell you..she's a 'killer' you know..!
She'll grab every guys eyes..
Kinda like 'miss centre of attention' gitu..

Then there was I..
A 'common simple have nothing' guy.
Standing.Amazed by her looks.
It was at...mmm..I cant remember where..

"Nak tegur xnak,nak tegur xnak" I whisper to myself.

I'm one damn shy guy fyi.
Yeah..really shy one..
Plus very low on self-esteem.
Still is now..sigh~

Okay back to story.
Then suddenly came this confidence..
I dont really know where it came from.
It just came.
There was she..standing right next to me..
Apa lagi kan..
Eye contact dulu..(zzz..i'm weak at eye contact)
I smiled, she smiled back.

"Hi there", boom!!!the first word that came out from my mouth.

"Hi", she replied.short. tataw la if she malu ke or malas nk layan.mase tu la. make things short, (coz malas nk taip byk2..lols)
Kitrg pun chat la kan..for hours la jugak..layan jugak die neh.ahaha.

"Ala..pukul 5 lebey la plak",haih..i gotta bounce.sebab my friend is waiting for me at mid v mase tu.

before bouncing my ass off i asked for her number.

"This is totally not me", i whisper to myself..ahaha..I never asked for a girl's number taw before ne...haa..

I take a good glance of her face pastu I'm off..
Still not i walked away i turned my head back to her..
God!I'm one lucky bastard!ahaha..
From that day the sun shines bright for me every single day!..
But now she's gone..hmmnn..
Senang cerita this is about my ex..the one that got away..wuwu.
Thats all la nak story..
The moment i met her.
And thats what this song is all about kan..
Wanna know the rest of the story nnt la ea..
ahaha..out of subject kalau story sekarang.
Nanti kite story mory lagi eh.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

13th January 1998

thats the name i call her..
especially betty..i'm the only one in my family who calls her with that name..^^
born on 13th january 1998..
birthplace, hospital ducthess of kent, sandakan, sabah..
one cute baby she is..i remembered the first time i held her on my arms..
cute, quiet, spiky hair just like shareen..ahah..
"another adik", i said..
another responsibility of mine..
this one is the strong one..
she been through alot..
my parents divorce..
and my stepdad..
her love for our dad turned to me..
we're and still very close..
manja this one i say..
very manja..
every second screaming "abang! abang!"..
plus fyi dia ne hardheaded sikit..abes her sis kene buli..ahaha..
letih jugak layan sumtimes..but its okay..i love her..
but shes's friendly..all of my friends say the same thing too..
if she saw me or if i came home she would scream "abang boy balik!"
and she will give me a kiss on my cheek..
and she still does that until now..
arissa jasmine watuna..
if you read this one day..
i just want you to know that i love you so much!
although i'm not a gud example to you, trust me..
deep in my heart i'm trying..
i love you betty!
and happy 11th birthday..!
abg hope that god bless you with good health and blessed in evrything you do..
sayang sgt kat betty neh!
happy birthday adekku!

*your abang.

Monday, January 12, 2009

12th January 1988..

She was born on 12th january 1988.
with her spiky hair and round face.
she still hav the spiky hair today..
she is the most adorable person i've ever met..
she cares, she helps, she cries a lot, she cooks alot
and sumtimes she backs me up..
although shes abit grumpy i gotta tell you..
but she cools immediately after that..
we share lots of things together..
i still remember when we had no toys to play with
we used to play in a box..
still remember the pictures of the two of us playing with that box..
she is the jewel of my family..
still is..
now she grown up..
although shes not quite that gurly..
ahah..she is still my best friend..
and we still share lots of things..
even baju n seluar..ahahah..
she is shareen amillia watuna.
my lil sis....
this is her special day..
i hope that in future she will be successfull..
murah rezeki and god bless her with good health..
happy birthday sis..
happy 21st birthday...
love you lots!

p.s try la simpan rambut tu kasi panjang..


its 7.47 a.m now..haven't sleep yet..just after a dotA game with asrol..
"ahah..! i gotta read elmi's blog..!" i said.
coz there always sumthin interesting there to read as i cant sleep skrg ne..
then it popped on my bout i make a blog too?
that question came along with these questions la pulak.
but would people read my blog?
do people give a shit about what im going to write?
will anyone even care about it?
i've thought jugak before this that i want to make a blog..
but that questions keeps bugging my mind..
kire macam penat je tulis then no one even bothers to read..
but there's one question that counters all those questions..
it sounded like this..
when i die do i want people to remember me just as i am
and then couple of years later to be forgotten..?
do i want people to hear my story?
not just ordinary story.. story about the real me..
"so how?" i talked to myself..
i paused...
tick tock tick tock.....
here's my first post!ahah!!..
of course i'd want people to know my life story..
if can, i want to inspire people with my story..
although i'm not quite that inspiring..lols.
so guys from now on feel, look, touch and feel..
this is me...
i mean real me..:)